哩排....唔知點解...個心情好down...好低落...成日都o係度唉聲嘆氣..都唔知點解....唉~~又係我個月亮星座作怪啦~~所以..成日都搞都我o既心情都陰晴不定...
其實...我好似真係好耐都未開心過啦...我唔知咩先至係叫做真正o既開心...但..我覺得..唔係小小野就開心..o個隻o既開心...我都唔識講呀..我覺得...開心哩樣野..真係要發自內心..係好真o既開心呀..係..你真係笑到唔知點咁o既開心呀......
但係我....冇呀...好耐都未試過....
唔怪之得o的人話...細個o既時候..係最開心架..
我o係度諗...哩句話真係冇錯..對於我黎講..真係冇錯囉~~因為...細個o既我...仍然係天真無邪..仍然係未懂事..仍然都唔需要去知道每樣事o既真相...o的大人亦都因為你係細路..而唔需要你知咁多...無論你做錯事...佢地都會當你係唔識野~~而唔會怪你..
但係...當你一路一路咁長大...你o既煩惱..就自然會多...點解係都要自尋煩惱?!....其實...又有邊個真係想自己有咁多煩惱架~~~係o的煩惱自己走埋黎架咋~~~~係因為..你大個左~~你已經開始懂事!!你唔會再好似個細路咁懵然不知!!你識得問搵!!你識得自己去野答案架啦!!但係...往往..真係唔知好過知...事實永遠都係殘酷架...當你知道個事實之後...你就會唔想去接受佢..你寧願去逃避~~亦都唔想去面對...但...你心o既最深層..其實對個事實..係最清楚不過架啦...
我有時會諗..真係好想試下失憶呀..因為...你真係會對所有唔開心..對所有傷害過你o既人..事..物..都會忘記得一干二淨...重新過你o既生活...唔再俾以前o既事果擾住你......就算..你係唔記得所有人都好..