'few years b4, i met a girl, then i fall in love with her, at those time, i need to work and study,when i finished work at about 12am, back home to do the homework, sleep at about 2am, i wake up at 7am to wake her up,then stay with her to go to work,then i sitting on the cafe to wait for the class at 10am, after school,if i dont need to go to work, i went to market to buy food for dinner, then i went to her working place to wait for her,then go home together, after that, i do the cooking and washing, if i'm in holiday, just a call, then there's already have the meal she want, and sitting at home to wait for her,i give her freedom, she want to go out with friends, i didnt ask who is he/she, she want me there, i will be there, may be can call 24hours standby..^.^i try to do anything to make her happy, i dont care how i am, i just care how she feel,......
after being together a year, she came back HK for holiday but i didnt, then she fall in love with the guy who just wrote letter for her 5years, why i know it? coz last time i ask my friend to buy me a things for me to give her as a Xmax present, then my friend told me that she with a guy hand by hand in kowloon....then when she came back, i didnt ask her anything, after about 2weeks, she told me the true, i didnt angry, i didnt fright to her, i just explain to her that she laid to him, he can laid to her as well, i told her that if she choose him, i can leave at once, really.....for me, i dont like to contend for a relationship, anyway, then she promise me that she will leave him, for me, that's fine....after that, i do all the things as before.........i didnt angry with her, coz i know even married, still have the chance to choose...so i didnt angry, i just try my best....thorn in the heart?? well i didnt ......really.....just feel i already try the best, atless i can pass myself......she happy, me happy, when things need to happen, it still will happen anyway, the important things is do we try the best when we have the choose........right? and i think, love should be trust, forgiving, understanding, communication, believing, care, share, give, telling the ture....etc.
a year later, she back HK again, the she broke the promise, then i explain to her again......then she promise again.....then i believe her again......then i did the same things again........a year later, we broke up..........well, i did think why, may be i'm not good enough la.......she give me the reason to break up was she face me isnt better then i face her, so she choose leave............. for me, i dont know how to say....i already try my best, but.........may be not the good time, or i'm really not good enough la,......i dont know.............^.^ like someone said, ' if you try your best, you still have the chance...'!.....i believe it ga.........^>6.......hehe........anyway, this story was end 3-4yrs ago la, till now...still single........recover yet? of couse recover already la......but havent really can find the one can do the things i said la......coz i think if 2 people being together, shoudl try the best to stay forever, old style thinking? yes.....hehehe, i do rather coz the tree to give up the forest, coz in this world, being together isnt easy....so need to ????...........
Francis