To be honest...
I juz realize that my character become so uncatchable recently....
I could be Sweeeeet...Could be childish.......Could be soooo nice n kind..... could also be Naive sometimes...
however,
I could also be Cruel, Soo "Inch"..Selfish...Naughty n cold blooded....><
I look tough and cheerful most da time..... but my heart bleeds under my trembling face......
I enjoy looking tough and happy...most da ppl can't even imagine me crying n losing my temper.... as I seldom do........

god...I am so confuse ar............ how m I really like deep inside?
I know......... I am someone who is juz as naive and as optimistic as a little gal..... juz an ordinary little gal who needs everyone loves and cares...... that's really is........ that really is how I am like...........
I hate explaining myself to the others all the time.... they should understand me if they watch carefully...
I hate that....I can't always take off my "mask" n let them see throught my bleeding heart.........
they SHOULD know......... I can't really do that....rite?!
that really hurts.........
if they dun understand... nth more I am gonna say.... juz let them believe in wt they think of how I really am.... Or...they juz can't be bother understanding the others but themselves.....
ha!
I can easily see people through... n understand them..........
however, Itz very rare if ppl could see me through and touches my heart........
Itz usually me who makes the first move n crush into ppl's heart........
but....no....... Itz always me who is being motivate......not the otherz.............
dun u know that I could get so tied sometimes?!
I really do.......

Sometimes, We enjoy acting in the way that ppl EXPECT us to....
so, where has our real side gone then?!
dun lost it......
save it n show that to the one who u really love~

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