2/13,too borning ar,very unhappy.....don,t know happy or unhappy now...don,t know hurt,angry or ....don,t know anything....this is me?why i change to that?before ..my friend always say me haven,t sad...everyday can see my smile face,but,now is haven,t la,now i just can shrank into the black corner,haven,t people help me...come,come to help me ar....because i,m very trust star...always think the star can protection myself..now i just know to avoid something unpleasant,as by moving aside....i,m very shyer,i,m a simpleton...i think the sky always joking with me..or i really do wrong,sence punk i,m single-mindedly,but ..what thing are you give me back?the lesson has sunk in,i won,t make the same mistake again,that i change,change to bad,always playing,always like excite,cool,disloyalty,of a firm character,haven,t stint myself,take all i want,do best for everthing,all is you teach me...yes,that,s right,i really have manything,but that,s not i want,how can i do,you never let me know,i can,t subscribe yourself ,if i submission you, i can,t stomach myself,i think i same as violent,have the warped mind,that,s not i yearm....